I have brain in my head..

To Unan & Usna

Today is a dream realized from years past
The white dress, the wedding cake, the promise of a love that lasts

Today is the beginning of a journey the two of you now share
The vow to love, honor, and cherish now seen in the rings you wear

But tomorrow, tomorrow you will wake as husband and wife
Where the person next to you is yours for life

And so my wish to you both is that when you wake each day
You will turn to each other with the same look you share today

Love

-Ifa-

Unan a.k.a Wowok
Saya mengenalnya sudah lama sekali, hampir 15 taun.. ketika kami sama² duduk di klas 1C SMP N 1 Kedu. Singkat cerita, kami akhirnya berteman akrab dengan membentuk sebuah “genk” yg anggotanya 7 orang hehehe. Sampai akhirnya ketika saya lulus SMP dan melanjutkan sekolah di luar kota, demi menjaga keakraban, tiap liburan sekolah kami sering kumpul² sampai ketika kami sama² kuliah. ritual kumpul² liburan berlanjut. Bahkan ketika kesibukan masing² dan ritual kumpul² itu akhirnya berhenti, hanya Unan yang masih sering keep contact sama saya..malah akhirnya dia sering bawa teman-teman SMAnya untuk dikenalin ke saya. Dan akhirnya saya malah bersahabat juga dengan teman SMAnya Unan.

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I saw two birds today
In the sky.They fly…
Their harmony amazed my eyes.
So quiet…
A lovely sound crosses my mind
Can love be the same…?
I question to myself in shame.
If love so pure,
There is no cure!
To be the hold with touch secure.
And be like bird in silent sky
To reach the love of high and fly.

- mungkin.. saya sudah mati rasa -

Dear god, I pray today just to say thank you..
For making my wish and dream come true
I cant thank you enough
I’ve got love in my life, I’ve got anything
So I’m praying today to say thank you

PS ; Gutten morgen guys.. maybe if you guys wake up today.. then I’ll prepare to sleep hehehe

Whaa.. tiba² sedih

Sedang merasa aneh dengan kelakuan beberapa teman, ada yang dulunya deket banget jadi jaga jarak,
Ada juga yg kayaknya meng-ignore saya, tiap kali disapa. Hmm.. kalau endingnya begini, mending dari dulu ndak usah kenal aja kali ya huhuhu..

Trus, tadi seseorang dimasa lalu ngabarin kalau taun depan mau merit, whaa… secepat itu ya dia bisa move on? sementara saya masih setengah mati melupakannya. Hah.. komplit deh sedihnya sore ini

Ya sudahlah, mungkin saya pernah bikin salah, tp saya ndak nyadar udah bikin sakit hati orang lain?
I’m just human being.. , mohon maaf saja kalau saya pernah salah.. jangan sungkan² untuk ngingetin ya, soalnya kadang saya suka ndak merasa bersalah hehehe..

Dan akhirnya, demi tidak berlarut² sedihnya sore ini saya dan beberapa sahabat² mau dinner diluar. Syukuran yg aneh.. karena justru kalau ada salah satu yg bersedih, ngadain makan-makan. Bagus juga sih.. justru asik, biar yg sedang bersedih terhibur.

Okey guys.. saya mau bersiap² dulu

Good-night, my dear friends!
Across the dark, I send my love to you,
And may your sleep be sweet and deep
And all your dreams come true.
And may there be one dream of me,To keep my memory bright,
Lest you forget I love you yet, And so, my dear friends, good-night!

I know that these past few months have been rough.
But, I hope that we still be friend..

Today is a very special day
It means much more than a happy day
I wish you get all the happiness you deserve
And the love for you I reserve
May you accomplish all your dreams
And enjoy life to the extreme
Wish you a very Happy Birthday
Have a Great Day!

A rhythem, some empathy, it sets a deep tone
before you know it, you’re there on the phone

A voice softly heard, behind their past prose
sounds somehow so right, no wonder you chose

Oh Damn! I think I already addicted to you

Finally, I let you go away and I dont keep for hoping.. It’s so hard to know, that I gotta let you go. Sengaja saya ndak bikin moment² spesial semacam farewell party atau candle light dinner dan teman-temannya di hari² terakhir kamu pergi, bukan ndak suka, tp semata-mata biar saya ndak terlalu bersedih ketika kamu bener² pergi.

Saya ndak mau kejadian terulang kembali, 2 taun lalu.. ketika saya memutuskan untuk pergi, seminggu terakhir adalah moment yg paling indah yang membuat saya berat untuk pergi. It was hard to forget dan beberapa bulan kemudian malah kamu nyusul saya.

Saya nggak mau, kalau nanti malah saya nyusul kamu hihihi.. sudah cukup, 2 tahun ini merupakan jawaban. The way we lough, the way we share and then finally we sad. [haduhh..sudah mulai berkaca-kaca mata saya]

Well, then.. take care dear, You have a special place in my heart.
No one gets in, you have the whole part.. I swear, you’re the best

Hmm.. nyaris tidak terbayang, kau kini kukenang

There are things I may never understand about you
As you probably think the same of me
I had hoped that a compromise and An understanding may come to be..

Every time I go..
I remember something that we did, Places we have been
If I could turn back time..

If your still out there for me, should I make it a mission to get you?
Or let destiny play its part and unite us..

Mungkin sekarang saya ndak bakalan sesedih ini, seandainya 4 bulan yang lalu ketika kami berantem, trus sepakat untuk jalan sendiri² dan bener² ngejalanin idup masing-masing tanpa harus tau kabar satu sama lain dan berhubungan lagi. Tapi kenyataannya, keadaan ndak banyak berubah, kamu masih tetap saja begitu. Seolah-olah kamu lupa apa yang sudah kamu ucapkan dan kita sepakati. Oh why do you always wasting my time?

Hmm.. can you see that I’m fed up with all of the bullsh*t?
I’m tired of being your fool, Yes baby, I’m tired and fed up of being with you!